SMM 23 WOW... did you copy my posts ? wow.. So similar.. I too did some things I regret. Its very tough. My W has said the exact same things, and I am like you, when we talk I push to the extreme. My IC tells me to shut up. Others on here like Robx and Gucci and others will tell you to follow reality. I beleive that is true instead of your heart. I totally understand where you are. Keeping hope alive is very difficult. I am trying as well but it takes alot. I have asked my wife to forgive and love me again, but its like talking to a polar bear... They dont listen, and they dont care what you have to say. GAL GAL GAL>> Practice the DB techniques, which I struggle with at times. Hang in there and like you I have kids take care of your son and focus on him..
M 43 W 43 S15 S 12 D 10 ILYBNILWY ( Dec 2009) Sleeping separate rooms April 8 2010. Sep as of 07/14/2010 W moving out 07/31/2010 No OM confirmed ( yet)
