Thanks Mila...

I've been on AD for about 14 years though.. and my meds are pretty high already... (according to H I'm a pill popper addict even though my depression has been stable up until he left and the only other pills I take are vitamins.. crazy )

I just feel like I've got the weight of the world on my shoulders because of the choices I made in marrying H...(considering all of both of our shortcomings) I have both my kids and mom relying on me now to get through this for their sake as well as mine.. and I'm not sure I can.. I feel pretty weak emotionally (and mentally) right now..

One of my bill companies didn't update my banking info.. so now I have yet another thing to resolve... crazy cry

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