Venting I guess - I really cannot believe what is happening to me and my marriage. I do not want a D, and I know noone does.
I know that I cannot give up. I just am so detached from my W that I feel I am losing her more than ever. I have been trying to be strong, but tonight it is just killing me. I know I am whining, but I guess I need to once in awhile.
It just seems so unlikely that we will make it through intact as a couple through this nightmare I call my M.
Each passing day becomes more difficult than the last one.
I just having nothing left to say...
Many of us could have written this ^ - hugs LSG
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10