Thank you Coach for you words of wisdom. I will not take them lightly. Loving myself has never been an easy task for me unfortunately.
WWRD (what would rob do). I'm getting that tattooed somewhere:) Maybe on my shoulder!
Rob, thanks man. Chin up.
If it's a final test, how will I know if she wants to work on this for real?
I understand I need to make it clear I'm moving on with my life by my words and actions. If she wants to join the ride when do I let her hop on?
I consider myself to be a quick thinker. But for some reason when it comes to our conversations I get stuck in a rut. Like Coach said I need to learn more.
When i went to pick up S8 He was having a bad day and started to cry from the stress. He got in the car without saying goodbye to W.
I had some car insurance information to give her so she could put her Jeep under her own policy(per her request from our talk). After I handed it to her she mentioned how much of a pain in the butt it was going to be to get her own car insurance. She couldn't afford the premium blah, blah, blah....
I said I had to go, S8 was sitting in the car crying still. It took me a good half an hour to calm him down. Not fun. Poor kid.
W wants to talk some more tonight. She sent me a few texts through out the night. she started with telling me how much she missed me. I'm so depressed. I can't stop crying and don't know why. I'm so confused about everything. Do you want to talk tomorrow night? You said we could talk some more, I agree.
I didn't reply to any of them for about two hours. I was busy. By the time i did she had sent several more asking if I got the other ones, was I busy, fine I won't bother you.
I replied simply. Yes I got them. Sorry you are feeling this way. I said everything I needed to say. I will listen if you have something to say, but my mind is made up.
