I am now in an interest place. I'm not sure that this is "acceptance" per se but I feel like I know what to expect. I know that the anger that I may feel will need to be dealt with. I know that I will need to continue to work on me and that this work does not end in a day or a month or a year. I know that I MUST be happy and that that happiness is my responsibility. I also feel like I finally understand what it is like to love someone enough to allow them to make there own choices.
For the first time in my life I feel like an ADULT. Am I a little worried about the impact this will have on my life? Yes.
Ya know...when I came here several months ago - i did not think I was going to make it. I now know that I will.
In terms of the D process - I have not heard back from my L and will really not pursue it. I have learned to the let things happen in there natrual pace.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
