Dazed and Confused...Need Advice!!!!

[SMM23]

Thanks LSG!!! What makes this even more difficult is the natural mood swings month to month. She has always had problems with it and since the letter it has been worse. I am getting to the point that I cannot leave my feelings out there anymore because she just keeps stomping on them. The worst part is it is starting to really affect my mood. Starting to lose the taste for all of this emotional assault. I told her the other night “there is the door. If you do not want to be with me, there is the door.” I asked then why she has not left, and she says she does not know. The ONLY reason I have not left is because in my current sitch, I get to be with my S4 every day. I am really trying hard for him. If she comes around some day, so be it, but I am not holding my breath and I can enjoy my son until the day she leaves or stays, I do not care anymore!!!!