Need a Plan for My Marriage

[LSG]

Venting I guess - I really cannot believe what is happening to me and my marriage. I do not want a D, and I know noone does.

I know that I cannot give up. I just am so detached from my W that I feel I am losing her more than ever. I have been trying to be strong, but tonight it is just killing me. I know I am whining, but I guess I need to once in awhile.

It just seems so unlikely that we will make it through intact as a couple through this nightmare I call my M.

Each passing day becomes more difficult than the last one.

I just having nothing left to say...