Both of you think too long. So I screwed that up I guess. Its much shorter than the 9 page letter I gave him in the middle of last summer and then left. I don't know if he'll read it. I doubt it will make a difference at all.
He thinks she is his soul mate. The love of his life. The woman that kept him from giving to me all of him for 18 years. Its that same old BS that cheaters use to justify their actions. What the hell is a soul mate anyway. We don't know if it even exists. Its just good rhetoric to use to justify a position here on earth.
So what should I have done different. Where do you go after you've said stop, no contact and he won't. Do you separate? We still have physical intimacy, always have. Do I just cut him off?
I'm here to find answers really. I've been here for 3 years looking for answers and much of it has helped me. I think I am strong enough to leave thanks to Michelle and DB. Just not sure that is what I need to do.
My best friend thinks leaving won't make a difference anyway. My counselor hints around that he is a narcissist. I tend to believe both of them.
So what is a girl to do?
Let the sideshow begin....
Me 44 H 46 S 13 D 11 Married: 17 Dated: 7
Bomb 7/1//08 ILUBINILWY 2nd Bomb 4/3/09 I'm Leaving You 3rd Bomb 11/2009 - The 3 YR Affair is discovered
