hang in there Rabbit, money doesn't make a birthday love does.
Try not to keep count of how much/little affection you are or aren't getting remember he's struggling with his self esteem in this job arena too. You're wonderful and valuable and he knows it so don't fret yourself to death.
Remember GAL can be little things for you at home as well. A bath, a good book, a ride on madame, a chat with a friend, a walk in the garden, anything that nourishes you and connects you with yourself. You've been working so hard you deserve it! Count the blessings that are free and you'll feel filled up again by the weekend! xx
