I am sorry you are so sad (((hugs to you))).

I am also so pleased you finally called your H out on all this BS with multiple affairs.

This will be okay. It doesn't feel like it now but it will be. It will take a while (trust me, I am the original hot mess so I know these things smile but life will be beautiful again. We don't even have to know HOW it will be beautiful but it will be.