The long update you made was filled with pursuit on your part. Maybe you can read what you wrote and list all the ways you pursued your W. It might sink in if you figure it out for yourself rather than have us tell you.
Your W is not only cake eating, she is controlling you.
yep i'm trying to stop it. i have really really cut down on texting over the past few weeks and now i'm really trying to do the 48 N.C.
She has me right where she wants me. I've made a little progress but the next step is to stop pursueing so much detach and chill.
I want to call her on her bday and she wants to go out saturday. Sighs I just got a text about that.
This is driving me bonkers. Talking about working together again.
What the hell does she want from me?!!!!! What the hell does she want me to freaking do??!!
flirty dirty intimate talk.
she's pursueing me as well but then puts me in this little freaking box and opens it up and takes out her H to play with when she's ready then when she gets tired of the toy she puts it back in the box.
*looks@gray hairs in head* *sees bags under his eyes*
When I read other threads on this forum and see how people have lst for a long long time it makes me respect them even more when looking at my own situation.
I wish they wouldn't have to go through that and one of us were here but man you guys are really strong. I hope I can get that strong soon.
I miss her like crazy and she knows exactly how to get to me to push my buttons to make me wanna talk or do things for her. *sighs*
*puts his phone up and goes to read a book*
waw 36 (spiritual covenant and common law marriage)me 32 together 13 mos. Bomb dropped march 2nd 2010
children SD (8) S (10) S (3) need help from anyone with my sitch
