Part of me knows that.... Then there's a part that says what difference does it make how it happens...

I think the house chaos has me trying to control something...anything in my life...

I feel such despair and anxiety right now...

I can't tell what direction is up...

~ This Diamond now SHINES!! ;-p ~

My Sitch in MLC - http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Main=45253&Number=1901148#