Oh, ((((Luv)))). I'm so sorry to hear you're blue- but sometimes the crying is cathartic, and it needs to happen. I wonder if something's wrong with me b/c I'm not doing too much of it myself lately... I'm so glad you got to speak with a good friend on the phone. Do you have more close friends or IC you can be talking to during this rough patch?
Can you do something nice and gentle for yourself this weekend- get your nails done, see a movie, or just take a nice bath? Fix up your hair and go out with a friend (probably the last thing you feel like doing, but you might feel better after than you think). I know none of it will fix things, but they are small steps to taking care of you when you're feeling so raw. I wish I could give you a real hug -- keep letting us know how you're doing, even before we ask- journal here if you feel like it. We're all of us reading along and thinking of you and want to know what's going on and how you're taking care of yourself.
((((extra hug))))
When the men on the chessboard Get up and tell you where to go; And you've just had some kind of mushroom And your mind is moving slow; Go ask Alice... I think she'll know.
