sorry my computer is acting up...anyway I told him that he doesnt need me, never has, and it's time he takes care of himself. To take care and know that I'll always love him. He sent back "I just want to fall asleep holding you". I did not respond and I haven't heard any more from him.

I truly believe that this is rough on his pride contacting me after all this time and all that's happened. BUT sober would me he's sincere. Sober would me he's being real. He was far from sober.

I have soooo many things I want or need to say to him. And yet...there's really no point. It just hurts like hell.

was theotherhalf
M43
H43
M22 T25
MLC/OW bomb 4/07 Hmoved out 8/07
D6/09
Still trying to accept and move on...