Looking for help with WAW

[mza8]

Thank you soleil, I do feel calm. I know what the problems were in the M and I've done my part to correct them in the past 6 months. I've gotten the jobs, going to IC, GAL, done 180s, etc. I've kept it all up consistently. I'm not sure there is anything else I can do at this point for my W but if there is I would love to know.

We don't have any immediate plans to see each other. We are usually at the gym at the same time every night. Sometimes she will look my way and smile and wave, sometimes not. I usually stay on the opposite side of the gym so not to bother her. She is either by herself or with her GF. She was there last night by herself.

We have been emailing regularly. This week it's been updates with the house being for sale. She has been initiating the emails. We seem to be getting along ok. There has been absolutely no R talk for over a month.

I always did support her in the M but didn't do such a good job courting her for the past two years probably because of my depression and other issues at the time. I'd love to begin courting her again like I used to but I know that would be pursuing.

Life for me is pretty good now. I feel like I'm back. Life could be better if W was with me. I think all I can do now is continue my life and maybe she will eventually feel comfortable enough to talk. We'll see...