You have her in a good place right now (meaning she is showing interest) BUT you are making one mistake after another. You know you should be focusing on YOU, yet you're running all over the second she asks you to.
You can't continue to do that.
You give her your cell phone battery, only to go and go searching for another one to call her back? how does that make sense...
Like she said, she KNOWS you'll ALWAYS be there. That's probably the only truth that has left her mouth.
And don't even think of entertaining the idea of her working with you. That's not going to work.
Forget the phone calls/emails/texts. You need time for YOU. You just had a major health issue because of your STRESS and look at what you are doing? you are bringing this onto yourself.
stop allowing her to pu$$ywhip you and just take it! find your nuts and use them! Stand up for yourself. This is BS!
DBing is about self preservation, self respect, taking care of yourself. It's not about avoiding arguments. You are giving into her every request and every whim.
Now stop it!
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson
