I, too, have heard Him laugh before. Listen to Him, CK..He has more of a handle on your situation than you ever will.
He DOES instruct you, speaking to your heart gentle words of comfort, and instruction.....yet, you have a hard time listening to what He tells you.
We have a tendency to think we can do things by ourselves, but boy, are we ever wrong, LOL!!
Patience is something developed within this trial..and there are SO many other things that are learned, if we will take the time to learn. The Lord is the best instructor we will ever have.
And, by the way, you'll find a job and soon..the Lord has this in the works for you; trust in HIM with everything you have.
As long as you put Him first, all else will fall into place.
His Hand is upon you and the situation at hand, this I do know.
He makes the crooked paths straight for us and will even make our enemies at peace with us...if we'll only have faith and believe...plus be willing to trust Him with everything in our lives.
He knows what's best.
Remember, as each person is different, every MLC/Transition is different..what works for one may not work for another. Most of the time it is trial and error for ALL involved.