The countdown continues

[Awoken]

you sound healthier and healthier.

Well, I hope so. Still, my depression this week has been heavy. Gotta work on my positive attitude.

I think I took a good step in one way. W sent me some very angry emails yesterday morning, and I've just decided to not respond anymore. I spent an hour typing a detailed reply to one, and then right before I sent it I thought: what's the point. It was a good feeling to just release this. I still have the arguing points running around in my mind, and I chase them away with other thoughts. But I think not having a NEED to respond to her is great.