Don't be too hard on yourself. Hope is all we have in these situations, so sometimes we kind of have to open ourselves up a bit to see if the temperature has changed any. That being said, I am very disappointed in H. That was pretty shady to not tell you about his parent's invites and then lie back to them. Wow, he's just so wishy washy too - I care, but then I don't, but then I care again! What?! Regarding therapy and his seemingly lack of progress (keep in mind H obviously has a very convoluted mind & it will take time to unwind), if he brings it up I would encourage him to stay in therapy b/c it can't make things any worse and has the possibility of helping. But for yourself, you definitely need to protect your heart and keep your distance while he works this all out (if he is doing so). Like I said, live your life and if he wants to hop on the road with you, he will, but you can't count on that, so you must move on like he's not.
Me 27; H 28; S 2 Togeth 9; M 4 Sep 11/14/08 EA OW1 Sep 08 EA OW2 Mar 09 EA OW3 Jun 10
