dedicated: I know it's hard to be alone. I'm the same where I have been with a man pretty much since I was 15 too. However, now is the time for you to focus on yourself and not worry about dating. I had the feeling of dating right away and then I realized it's not what is best for me. I need to learn how to make myself happy first before I can succeed in any relationship.
Are you therapy? That has really helped me a lot.
Hang in there and I'm sending hugs your way.
Together 16 years Married 12 years Me 36 H 34 D9 & S6 Separated 12/3/09 Confirmed A 1/25/10 Exposed A 1/26/10 H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10