PG, thanks for the reply. I understand what you are saying and my doubts aren't many, but i do have them. I know that filing will not releave any pain or give me any sense of peace but I will know that I am moving on.
Thank you for the prayer, and no matter who you are, sinner or saint he takes stock in our prayers. He listens, it us who aren't patient enough to wait or listen to what he says.
Dday, okay its a phase, but I don't want to be in it any more. I have no intention of having a knee jerk reaction and going out and filing. All I feel is is nothing, it might be some anger and it might be other things but I have been feeling this way for a while now and the more I feel this way the better and more relaxed I have been. I'm going to my IC and I'll be talking to her about it. I know the whole point is to save my marriage but the person that I married isn't there any more and it doesn't look as though she would take the step to change. I feel as though my only reason not to get divorced is the fact that financially it will kill me, and who doesn't feel that? But that isn't a reason to not get divorced. She is a person who runs from major problems and has all of her life and really I don't want my kids to learn that, and they will whether we stay together or not.
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
