Hey, thanks NM. Yep, I have to remember I do NOT want who he is now. I don't. I loved that drama queen stuff on Piano's thread. Thing is, though, my WH was always kinda the drama queen. I was the constant supporter.
I go back and forth to whether I want a drama queen or not. In theory, no, I want someone who is strong. But I also think chances are decent that I would get with a drama queen again. . . not because I necessarily want to, but that's what I'm built for. If that makes sense. Probably something I should talk about in therapy!
IL talk is tonight, and I'm getting softer and softer as it nears. I will still say how I felt, but it will be rather tepid, I'm sure. Then I will tell them all that I don't want to hear about WH ever again except if he dies. Even though I'm dying to hear how bowling went on Tuesday. . . but I'm letting it go, letting it go. (I just want to hear that his dad ripped him a new one!)
