Thank you, MrBond. I found myself losing focus last night while I was on the phone. The first minute of the conversation just got my hopes up. Like he'd suddenly and miraculously recover in a few hours.
I think I have this vision of two adult people who actually like each other & love their kids. I think I need to get over that really quick. Maybe. Someday. But not anytime soon.
In other news my dear friend who has cancer was given bad news yesterday. Her oncologist at OSU told her chemo only, no surgery, and 0% chance of survival past two years. He next stop is MD Anderson for another opinion. I am just heartbroken for her.
And suddenly my problems don't look that bad.
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.
