But, boy oh boy am I angry!!! At her mostly. And at him. I edited the letter I wanted to send to her. I forwarded it to H. He said "do as you wish, send it if you want, I have no issue with it". From the way I felt, from his reponse, I realised I wanted a reaction from him.
But this sounds great !!
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I left thinking about how we can make our sex life better, I mean, I still have some personal issues which I know are a problem for him. I want us to feel more comfortable and then...I will let myself go. I mean really, it is about time I get rid off my hang ups and enjoy sex more.
So, tommorow I have a spa day planned with my 3 GFs. Massage, body peel, eye brows, waxing if I need a touch up, pedicure, pool and coctails... The other 3 have said we will be away on a seminar - LOL I told H where I will be and he said he wanted to come, could we reschedule for next Friday? I laughed. I said "this is a girls thing, if you want, we can do it a couple thing next week, I will bring the oils"...
..I dont mean to sound like FG, but...just do what works!! Thats a better way to get a reaction from him
My wise old Mum says... it happenend, you can't change it so why waste your life worrying about things you cannot change? We'll all be in the ground one day and you won't be worrying about it then! So dont waste your precious life looking backwards. Concentrate on today and the future and make it a happy one.
And YES.. that is the greatest revenge/lesson of all Maria to ow.. to go forwards and be happy and secure WITH YOUR HUSBAND. That will do more than any letter you write and also, you get to retain your dignity.
I'm sorry your Mum and Dad are poorly, you must feel helpless seeing them suffer. xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
