I confronted him about the OW on 4/19/09. I have asked him repeatedly to end the affair. I have contacted the OW and the OWH. They are getting divorced and are fighting over custody. H says that he is not having physical contact with her, just the emailing and texting. Still not acceptable.
It is a once a month process. I catch him communicating with OW and he swears he will quit and then maybe does for a couple of days and then goes back.
She is his coworker and she is ready and waiting in the wings. This entire situation is awful. My self esteem is in the toliet. I keep drinking the "kool aid" he gives me.
I was reading posts in the piecing forum. OMG is this what we have to look forward to? Why me? What did I do?
All my friends have told me to quit. And everyone is so sick of this drama. Including myself, but apparently not sick enough to do anything. I have been in paralysis for over a year. Yes, over a year. I feel so stupid. Believe someone who continually lies to me.
I keep praying for clarity and miracle. Maybe a 2x4 is in order. I have been told I am stubborn.
