Thank you LSG, this has been a real wake-up call for me. He tried to contact me several times yesterday however I never answered the calls. Before I would have and as ususal would have forgiven him, however this time I can honestly say I just feel nothing. I actaully managed a couple of hours yesterday without even thinking about the big D - which is great for me as normally it is on my mind constantly. It was really nice to have a break from it.
Take care.
Me 37 years young!! S11 S7 T22 M14 D final 13.05.2010 Today is the first day of the rest of my life!!! First post: D Day has arrived