Thanks for help through today. I relate so much to your sitch. I am trying to be a good dad, and I think that is my bright spot. It was great to be at my son's Roundup for Kindergarten, but it was disappointed to not really share it together as a family.
I do expect the rollercoaster, but I did not expect today. It just hit me like a ton of bricks, and it was no different than any other day.
I don't know how long one person can, but I guess I am going to find out. That is question I am sure we all have. I guess it is different for everyone. I don't plan to go to D before my does, but that could change as I notice the changes in me even if she doesn't.
Your are doing good to. I will check in on you to make sure that you continue to be strong for you and your kids.
I do look forward to a new day tomorrow and this one over.
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