I didn't see your response earlier. As you can see in my response to rr22, I started posting on my Newcomer's thread again. Please see the thread there.
I'll def check others' threads and try and leave some sort of comment, hopefully something worthwile.
As for the question regarding where my dedication lies? You'll see via the thread in Newcomers that I'm switching where that dedication lies. I do not want any of what's going on in my life but as of today, I've accepted that this is happening and that all I can control is me. I'm dedicated to me and my kids. That's where my dedication lies now. If he should want to mend things in the future, he will definitely have lots of proving to do and will only being allowed to R with me after proving himself and meeting my stipulations. I'm done with being used as a doormat and treated like a dog. I deserve better and won't waste my time worrying over someone who no longer worries over me.
