Well, you have over an hour to go and it sounds like a challenging one. I guess you could look at it like he is showing you once again who he's choosing to be right now- which only reinforces what you've decided.

All of us want to hold out hope- and I would just say that, yes, life as you know it with him will be different from now on, but you could also forge a more positive relationship with him- whether you're together or not- by effecting the change you're planning.

DD calling me- hang in there (((Luv)))

When the men on the chessboard
Get up and tell you where to go;
And you've just had some kind of mushroom
And your mind is moving slow;
Go ask Alice...
I think she'll know.