feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Luv you alice for saying having a peaceful night after 9 cuz that's when it will be. I drop him off around 9:45 and then it's on! No more BS for Luv.

I tell you guys...tonight...was especially hard...I wanted to tell him sh*t I had on my mind...amongst other things.

I called him on his stuff. He raised his voice several times - he backed down saying he wasn't trying to be rude. He was. My D even noticed and told him so.

Two more hours people and my life with H is over as we know it. When he comes back its a whole different story.

I will give him a hug goodbye...he won't know it will be the last

Luv