Personally, I think you should go out. Even if it's just by yourself for a pedicure, a coffee & a long stroll through Barnes & Noble. A girl's night out is even better, but start small.
It would be good for your soul. :o)
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.