Now that I've had a few days to step back and look at what I've been doing, I really regret making these plans with my wife... The zoo on her birthday and now were officially going camping with good friends of ours (married couple) in the middle of May.
I want to cancel all of this, and just get away. Problem I have, is that a HUGE problem my wife had with me when we were together was me doing just that... Canceling plans. I did it ALL. THE. TIME. and it drove her crazy. She even made a comment recently about how these are the kinda plans I woulda have backed out on 6 months ago.
So... I can't. I made my bed here and I have to lay in it. We have 2 definite things to do together, and I'm going to do those things and then reassess what, if anything, has changed.
