And Option 1 can't be managed over long or you will get VERY ILL. It isn't an option for the faint of heart.. its VERY PAINFUL and requires a LOT OF SELF CONTROL.. which it doens't read like you have right now... you can't stop pursuing her no matter how many people on this forum tell you to stop it...
I honestly don't know if you have what it takes to pull off Option 1 Ken... I didn't... I just got very ill and the affair got physical... and ill people aren't more attractive...
