I gotta side with Gno on this. You have to get back on track here man. You stopped on your path when you started convo with her again and now you're going back over painful steps you've already been through...
...bumping your a$$ on the way down.
You have to completely detach yourself from this woman...you have let her drag you back in.
My post a few days ago Jasper.^^^
You have to focus on you and IMHO jumping into a relationship while it keeps you distracted does not focus on you and your growth.
If you keep getting sucked in you are going NO where.
There are much wiser folks here than I but I have been far enough to know that unless you detach completely and focus on yourself, you are headed nowhere fast.
You will repeat the same mistakes that got you here.
But it is your choice.
I give the floor over to Dr. GNO
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am
