For those of you that remember, it's me theother half...
Okay, Having a little bit of a fall back. Feeling pretty down. So thought I'd come here to talk to those that understand. Well maybe.
New R is not going so well. He's a great guy, but, he drinks too much and works even more. Never any time to go play. I'm 43, was M for 23 years, raised my family, worked damb hard, now, i want some fun in my life. I am all about working, but you gotta have fun and enjoy life a little too. I miss soooo many things. Camping, family get togethers, etc... and I never realized how different we were until recently. I don't know, I keep telling myself that maybe it'll work. And he treats me wonderfully.
Then XH contacted me last weekend. After months and months of nothing from him. He called my phone (I did not answer) left a message of how he needed me to tell him it would be okay, how he misses me, how he just wants to go to sleep in my arms, blah blah blah. Yea well, it hurt, and it still hurts. Brought out alot of old feelings. I've had to face again how much I miss him and our life before MLC.
Just venting, gotta go tan, I'll be back. Thanks for listening dear friends.
Love, TOH
Last edited by TNT Broken; 04/21/1010:16 PM.
was theotherhalf M43 H43 M22 T25 MLC/OW bomb 4/07 Hmoved out 8/07 D6/09 Still trying to accept and move on...
