I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

Just spoke with H. He called me. He gave me an update on everything going on there and I did the same regarding our end (the kids).

I mentioned that S5 would be staying with my folks the next two days because they'll be dropping off and picking him up from school and he asked if I was going to be staying with them as well and I said no. he asked why not and I told him I'd rather sleep in my own bed and it's more comfortable for me.

I get the feeling he wasn't liking the idea of me being alone and that I had the freedom of going out if I wanted to being that I had no kids with me.

hmph