I agree I am not sure there is such a thing, especially after what we have all been through. I am definitely healed, but do I still carry scars? You betcha.
Normal for me was sitting out in the sun with a man my age having a nice lunch. There was no need to force conversation, it was two people getting to know each other. I don’t know whether or not we will go out again. That’s okay because it was a date. Nice, normal.
I think we have all gotten dragged into our WAS’s b/s whoa is me, the world is out to get me. For me I know I did. Do I still love the SG? Yeah, but I have accepted that I always will, but that I have this huge heart that can love more.
I don’t think that the SG is ever going to change. He is always going to play the victim, and really believe that everyone is out to get him. I don’t foresee him ever really taking a close look in the mirror and realizing that he has no one to blame but himself. I find it incredibly sad that he will not allow someone to get close enough to point that out. As far as I am concerned, I have spent much to long worrying about him, what he is doing, if he is getting enough sleep, enough food, whether he needs help w/ school.
Personally that came out of the blue. About 10 days ago. All of a sudden, I was just done. That was it…it was all I could take, and I have not spoken to him since.
And I am better for it.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
