Yes I went through an MLC, but not as bad as Jas. My mom had a stroke which sent her to the hospital. Four months later she died. That same year I lost cousins, uncles and aunts. It was a bad year for my family not to mention my FIL was seriously injured in a freak car accident. I was in a constant fog and constantly thinking about my own mortality. I remember thinking such angry thoughts and constantly thinking about leaving my W and D. Under the excuse my wedding ring was too loose I stopped wearing it. I kept my thoughts to myself and didn't share with my wife. My W is/was a natural DB'er she doesn't say anything to you unless you talk to her. I didn't have any affairs b/c that would complicate things. I locked myself in my room with the lights off in the daytime and slept with them on at night. I wanted to be left alone. At the same time I wanted my W to be able to read my mind. Say to me the right answers to the thoughts in my head.
I felt she wasn't there for me, so I should go and find someone who will be. My mom and dad D'd when I was young and I didn't want D to suffer like me.
