Thx mb28. His mother just called. We had a very long call. She called to tell me of her call with H last night. He's told her that he's never been happier, that there is NO CHANCE WHATSOEVER of us ever R, that he isn't seeing anyone and wasn't texting on company phone over weekend, said that he planned on D me last May but hurt his hand and therefore stuck it out until now. She advised me to go ahead and handle whatever legal matters I needed and said that she agrees that the house should be sold because H can't afford it nor can he find somewhere else to live while still owning house. She told me that she will always love me and will always be there for me and doesn't want to see this happen. Said everything happens for a reason and although I am 100% dedicated to my marriage and know what it means to me, maybe this is God's way of showing my H what he hasn't yet realized. Said it doesn't mean that if D goes through that there's no chance of us ever R. Told me to move on with my life and forget about my marriage. I have an appointment at 3pm with L to file. I can't do this anymore. I deserve better and have given my M and H every ounce of my being. I just can't do it anymore. I'm done.
