Invinceable

[mishka422]

Not in words Dylan. I would need to hear the words come out of his mouth that he wants to work on putting our M back together. I'm scared that I am letting his actions lead my heart into dark, murky territory and I know I can't survive having my heart tromped on again. His actions are loving, he's being so affectionate and that is so different from how he was after the first couple of years of our M. It feels like he's gone back behaving toward me like he did when we were first M'd. That is what is causing me all of the confusion. I have no idea what he is thinking or if he just knows that behaving this way toward me will keep my bed open to him. I want so badly to just outright ask him, but it doesn't feel like I have a right to do that at this point.