Hi Wild, Gosh I'm sorry to hear you're having such a rough few days. I'm sorry, I've only read a few pages of your sitch so far, but I just wanted to stop and say my heart goes out to you today, before I proceeded to read more. My only thought off the top of my head, is to be very careful not to make any big decisions if you're still wondering if your feelings (wanting to leave) are just a phase.
From what I've understood here, and from my friends who've left their marriages, the point at which they were ready to go was very clear. They didn't have a lot of lingering doubts any more. From what they've said, there was a point at which they 'just knew' they were done, and there was nothing in the world at that point that could have changed their minds.
PS - I'd told you once that I don't pray much these days, and so you so very kindly said one for me. Now, I don't know if He'll take much stock in me praying at this point, but I will try for you anyways. Again, my heart goes out to you today. PG.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
