how do i keep my hope alive?

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i actually just took some tylenol pm and feel the sweet heaviness of sleep sinking in. i loved talking to his grandmother. she was very encouraging...at a time where no one else is.

is it sad i'm wearing my wedding ring to sleep but take it off during the day?

Not at all. I took mine off for 6 weeks, but started wearing it again. Do what you need to do to feel sane/normal.

actually, if this all ends in D, i was thinking i would sell my ring and go on a month long trip to italy...

Good plan. Again, do what you need to do to feel good.