thing is. i don't want him thinking I'm pissed at him for not calling... if I responded lightly and friendly and answered his questions it would come off that I'm NOT mad. if I put it off until later, he will assume I'm angry that he didn't call. (i've actually ignored him the past and that sets him off).

god this is confusing.

when I'm peachy and happy and DON'T expect anything, he reaches out to me more while he is away. when I act b!tchy and don't reply when he writes, he turns into a jerk and will then totally not contact me.

it's tough...

M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson