OK, and then on the flip side. I "live in" the present situation and pretend like I have, oh I don't know, amnesia of the past. And you know what. I am actually happy with him. Really happy.
Can someone please give me those memory eraser guns from the Men in Black movie please? LOL. Because if I could have a lot of amnesia I would be really content in life.
Reading posts of OTMT's thread had me crying so bad. I was that wife. The wife that was unattractive, stupid. A hubby that was secreative about porn. OK, I have no issues about porn but it screwed with his perception of women. He really felt his wife should look like a model. He found me "model" good looking when we were first together but that quickly changed for him. (Ok, I never had model like looks.....whatever)
Just some ugly cr@p always reminding you of your ugly cr@p from the past. If there wasn't anything that bring up past emotions.
But then again if I let the past events haunt my present am I really moving forward in life.
OK, I am the worlds biggest flip-flopper. I can one day think this and the next think the opposite.
Can you be happy yet unhappy at the same time? I feel like that is was piecing is.
M38, H37 S3, S7 Together 15 yrs Married 8 yrs Bomb July 2008 Inhouse separation "I hate you" "We are over" (too many times to count) Reconciled Sept 2009 (still worth it)
