((((Aver)))), Am going to catch up on your last posts when I can really read them (right now my eyes are blurry & too tired) but want to send you hugs and lots of support.
I am thinking of you & have been all last week - it's been a rollercoaster.
I see you are in good hands here with some of the best folks on the board. Please hang in there & I'll talk to you soon. And AWESOME job on the marathon, half or not-way to go!! Wish I could channel my angst so productively!