I feel for you Gardener. I've had a lot of insomnia too. It's good to understand the past, but I look forward to hearing the progress that you make with your IC on working on YOU smile

me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4
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