I'm really not trying to whine about it. I honestly do not know where to start.
I know that I can DO anything. I DO it all ---- everything that I HAVE to do. I do everything that MUST be done. That is what I DO.
I am here because I do not know how to find me---who I am, what I want. Should be easy. For most people it must be. I can just "DO." I can continue living life as I am - getting through each day minute by minute, doing for others, getting by ---- but I do want more.
I don't want to wish my life away. I am not a whiner in life. I've whined here about my sitch. I've whined about my fate - here. But I'm DONE whining. I'm done feeling sorry for myself. I'm not whining about not knowing where to start - I do not know.
Maybe I'm in the wrong place. If you can steer me somewhere else, I'll go.
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12
