Hi D, so much of your post could have been written by me.
Here's the thing, we have no choice but to walk this journey. Now we could leisurely walk it, or we could freakin' get in the game.
I know how easy it is to have the mindset you do. I had it for a very long time and it still creeps in from time to time.
So, think about something you have always wanted to do. Really think about it. It could be something outrageous, something you think you can never really do. Or it could be something simple and small. Doesnt matter. Just figure one thing out.
Sometimes the only way to do something is to just do it, ya know?