Ok. I've been thinking about how pathetic this sounds. I think I have been so fortunate that I have been able to do so much and have accomplished the goals (albeit very short sighted) that I did set for my life. I don't think I ever learned how to set new, bigger goals. I know that I became stagnant. I didn't "grow" as a person. I was totally invested in my marriage and family.
I have lived a very full life - and luckily have been able to do most everything I've wanted to do without too much "wanting"---like when I wanted to do The 3-Day walk for breast cancer, I wanted to do if for about a year, and then I did it.
There are still many things on my wish list that have to do with H and our "whole" family, but......
I have come up with a short list:
I would like to see Maine in the fall. I would like to go on a cruise. (H and I used to dream of an Alaskan cruise. Now that we can afford it.....)
I'll keep working.
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12