You have to continue worrying about you right now.

Stop worrying about WAW and what she's thinking or why she is doing what she is doing. If she wants to care for you, then so be it. but continue worrying about you and putting yourself first.

you need to continue doing 180s James. ESP now. She may have had a little snap of what it was like to not be with you, so take this opportunity to CONTINUE doing the 180s. DO NOT BACKSLIDE. You can push her away by doing that.

I can't believe what you've been through these last 36 hours. insane!

M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson